Haha... Has been almost a month.... Saw the tag that liyi post... Ok, as request by liyi, i shall blog something. Actually don't really know what to blog. Meet up with shunjiao, chun, liyi and hongyun last friday, cos that coming saturday is hongyun's bday. Well, hongyun is still the same old chap, craps everywhere... Last friday was quite surprised, sy called me... To be frank, never expect it at all, cos usually he will only reply thru sms instead of call. That day considered having a long chat with him, luckily i'm about to sat bye to chun they all. He accompanied me thru my journey back home.... We had talked on quite a few things, seems like he is hinting something, but both of us just never say anything...

Just now was reading up yeo's blog... Some of the things that he blog reminds me alot of things. The blog on "regrets"and "quote". Ya, who doesn't have regrets... The most regretful thing in my life up till now is still the issue that i can't let go. Am i too stupid to believe in someone? Suddenly feel that the time is up, is time to let go... Whether i can or not, i got to let go already.

Am i being hard hearted?? Is it wrong to be hard hearted?? Am i being selfish to be hard hearted?? Maybe a yes to all these... But at least it is easier for him to let go as he may feel shattered after trying to salvage this friendship but i tried to spoil everything. To him, i've already changed... Sad, hurt, disappointed... After that period of understanding, and this thing happened, i've finally heard the most unwanted things from him: "I've changed alot"... All i can say is "Changed, because being forced by the environment..."