Some things happen last week. What exactly happen I also can't explain. Last saturday meet up with ax at night. We went for movie at amk hub and after that we went to S-11 for a drink. We chatted from 11 to about 2am. After that day, we did not look for each other, usually we will sms or chat on the phone. Since he never msg me that sunday, I also never bother that much. But that day I did sense that something has happened, something is wrong... I do know what has happened though ax never tell me anything. But maybe some things is better not to mention.

We did not talk to each other for a few days, he did msg me saying he need some time for some thinking... He also msg me a few things, somehow he make me feel that I've drag him in.... Ever since that few days, we did start talking to each other, we seems to be ok with each other. But some things have changed, only me and him know about it.

That day had a chat with ax on the phone.... He mention some thing to me that day... Those things that he said brought back alot of my memories, let me thought of a person... Can I be like him?? Some things are not meant to be mine, learning to let go??? I'm all alone at home now, suddenly thinking of alot of things, I'm starting to 转牛角尖 again.... 我的要求很简单，但是为什么却不能实现.....