I'm pissed off today, I'm very angry with all that I've heard today. All people are so fake!! Recently I've been thinking alot... Work, relationship with friends, colleagues etc. Suddenly feel that ever since I started out working, I've never blog about any happy issues, seems like all I've blog nowadays are either angry with this, sad on this etc. Am I thinking too much or what?? Have I changed?? Today my new laoda held a meeting with our department. Finally he had held his 1st meeting with us. I'm not pleased with the meeting, I'm angry!!

Seems like I doesn't belong to this department, all matters discussed in the meeting are about planners stuff, so what about my raw material. Without my raw material, can all your finished goods be produced out... All they think of are their finished goods.... Thought we should keep more raw material instead of those buffer goods?

And what kind of laoda are you?? You are not specialised in our area, fine... Everyone needs time to picked up. Our department got 5 office staffs including me, but 3 out of 5 are planners, but only me, 1 junior buyer.... And as a laoda, you said in such a sarcastic way that you won't handle buyer's stuffs!! You think it's the right thing??!!! What the fuck!! So I'm the independent party!! And with a xiao ren around, who just take the opportunity to bootlick laoda, damn you idiot!! What "fa fen tu qiang"!!! You are just being ya ya... How long can I stay here?? Really feel like telling him about all these, but I can't..... I'm starting to lose hopes......