I'm tired!!!~~~~ I've cried... Eva since my grandmother and sis passed away, this is the 1st time i've cried. And i 've cried alot of times, my eyes are swollen. 我真的好累。。。Every thing has comes to an end. I'm goin to lose my right hand, i feel handicapped. I can't do anything, i got no choice, I have to let go of him. The same goes to him. Today is goin to be mark down as a change for me. Alot of things will be different.

We don't wish that things will turn out this way. Nobody wants, but it just happen. I'm in the wrong, so does he.... I got all my khakis involve. I'm sori... I got you all to be miserable together with me. Lee Eng is goin to change, i won't be a Ann Lee Eng anymore since this thing had happen.... 我真的好累好累！！！You are trying to protect me?? But the way you protect is wrong. I don't blame you, anyway i still want to say thank you. Don't feel guilty or 对不起 towards me....

There's alot of things i want to know from you, but i know you won't tell me or talk to me anymore. You doesn't want and don't know what to say anymore. 我们都累了。。。我好难过，没人能帮得了我们。。。。