2nd wk of work... Well, previously my immediate supervisor was on leave, so everything seems to be smooth... In fact it does nt go smoothly... There's alot of things tat is suppose to be done by me but i did nt do it. Nt becos i'm lazy or wat, but i'm nt observant enuff or shld i say i oni look at things on the surface instead.... In the end, there's quite a few things for me to do ystday. But i managed to get it done smoothly.

Today is a BAD day for me... Being said by my sup a few times... Well, partly she's nt feeling well, so it's understandable... Frankly speaking, the kind of feelings is nt gd even though u r being said instead of scolding... I'm trying very hard nw, but somehw i feel tat i'm struggling. Beginning is always tedious, tats wat i kip telling myself. But i'm so afraid tat i'm goin to breakdwn sooner or later.

Everything is sooooo different during schooling and working. I'm trying very hard to balance myself nw. Jus wondering hw long will it takes.... JIA YOU BAH, ANTZ!!!!!!