It has been almost a wk since i'm back from taiwan, but somehw i still miss taiwan, nt oni tat but oso the THINGS tat happened in taiwan. Those jks, teasing etc. 8 days is jus nt enuff... My mind still in taiwan, hw sia... Sometimes will hav those flashbacks, haha... Haiz~~ Think this time i reali "zai le".... Chunhui shld noe y, haha... Hw sia, die lah... Lolx... When can i hav it fade away!!!

Wanna to get serious into job finding, but i jus can't. Dun feel lyk doin anything, dunno wat to write for my resume. Nt becos gt nth to write, jus tat i did too many projs during my 3yrs in poly liao, reali forgotten wat projs i did most of my semester le. Even if rmb, i oso dunno hw to write, some of those proj specs i've oso thrown away liao, nth to refer oso.

Went to mit up an agent today, thought tat he wanted to talk to me abt workin de. Indeed yes, he talk abt workin, but he wanna me to join them as an advisor. Nt tat i dun wan, but i jus dun wan to take the risk nw. I jus wanted to find a job at this moment, which gain me some work experience. I admit, being an advisor can oso let me gain work experience, but it's a different kind of working experience, jus lyk part time job. Mayb in future when i'm sick & tired of those same routine work, i might consider this line. This career can earn alot, but it's so unstable, commission basis.

Someone told me tat i'm a simple gal, i admit. Simple in the sense tat i'm easily contented nt in terms or innocent or easy to get cheated. Easily contented is nt a fault, sometimes jus dun hav to think much. In life, tats alot for us to think liao, the more u think, the more u'll feel vexed... Lyk i say, jus dunno y i gotta get into prudential's stuff, always... I appreciate those prudential's staffs who look highly in me, but for nw i jus dun wan to take the risks. I already gt no income nw, then wanna me to work as advisor, if no sales wat am i goin to do?? Eat grass or eat air... I'm jus so sian~ Tired liao, shall update again... Missing missing missing~