It's monday again... Reali hate monday alot, a start of the wk, monday blues... haha... Recently having mood swings, dunno y... It's to the extreme type, can be very happy and tok alot at this moment, the nxt moment will get pek chek easily and can kip quiet wif a signal of "dun come near me" attitude. At least i wont anyhw scold ppl when im having mood swings, the most i jus kip quiet...

Jus nw was uploading pics to my blog, suddenly think of my 2nd sis, alot of flashbacks. If she's still ard, there'll be someone whom i can reali tok to... We used to share alot of things... Too bad, tats her life... Though it has been many yrs, but somethings jus can't be erased so easily, esp when she's ur somebody.... I missed her, but i believe my mum missed her more...

Haiz~ Goin to seminar/talk ltr... I hate seminars and talks, but wat can i do, my mum ask me to acc her, i noe it's a gd seminar, health seminar. But i jus dun feel lyk goin... If my dad goin, i'll be most unwillingly to go, i dun lyk to go out wif him, think he'll jus fall aslp, and always lyk to ask things which we ourself oso dunno de, even if he listen liao, he oso dunno wat they saying, kip askin n askin, jus sooooo buy tahan... Anyway, eva since the time i quarrel wif my dad, i've nt been toking to him, nth to tok n jus dun wanna tok to him... And i'll nv forget wat he said abt me when i quarrel wif him tat time.... The one n oni quarrel, a very bad one.... Mayb it's bcos it has been kept in my heart for long during tat time, jus lyk volcano... Once it cannot control, it will erupt. I'm no longer a kid, i'm no longer the timid young girl which will always listen to him...

Hehe... Dunno lah, so many complaints and flashbacks today.... Anyway, think i always gt complaints, but who don't... Tmr results will be out, jus praying hard, hopefully my gpa won't drop again... If drop again, then reali "boh chun" already, wahaha.... Goin for seminar sooooon, arrrrrgh~